My Bucketful of Berries

to YOU

2010-08-07T00:38:00.004+08:00

the more you know, the more you know you don't know, this is so true ...
I though I know, but now I'm not sure ...

I must be dumb enough that I din't catch what they mean ... dad went back to visit ahma
he must be missing ahma alot

they ask me alot about the changes on you ... I might be right, or I left out you too
scared of lost trek about the people around us, we tried to update ourself ... we got so down
its hard to get balance, indeed

Family, ironically, we din bother to updates ourself, knowing that they wont left you out ... sometimes they just like to compare, however, all of us proud of you
dont let the reality beat you down, you are just meant for another path, which is longer, think of the journey the process, you clear we also clear that, it's what you want. what means for you

the bits and pieces that belongs to our family ...
breakfast with plain bread and jam
road trips, seafood n paddy field ... outdated internet connection
nowhere like home ...

to love people who love you
why we cant?

Year 2

2009-08-04T00:31:00.003+08:00

Half a year past, its been not cool, not outstaning, not to be proud of. Now, August, me stepping into 2nd year of architorturing!

I wanna to be Me, the 'siao' 1...I'm gotta realise every impossible!! I don't want to hate anythings.
Moving forwards to create a cool zhimin's life story =)

I dun like my blog to be jux a dumper to throw my stress. I'm gotta stop blogging

平衡

2009-07-20T02:01:00.006+08:00

夏天只能淡淡的过

我照着原有的规则, 没有犯规, 没有意外, 夏天就这样淡淡地快要过. 开始觉得,'淡淡' 挺适合我的;在这城市,我穿梭人群;各种阶级,各种故事,形形色色,我平淡的留下痕迹.

我试着淡淡的看待跌倒的痛,绊倒的哀,不易的美好,幸运的妙.平衡是淡淡吗?找淡淡花香的香水,咖啡只要淡淡苦,笑容也只好淡淡了.......淡淡吗?确定?嗯...不纯的浓烈,逗留久了也会变淡啊.

淡淡的晃阿晃的,夏天就淡走了.....该在淡淡故事里加个新的起跑点了!

To Unscrew

2009-06-17T00:00:00.003+08:00

Life screw when....
when....
everythings screw lar.......

screw...
when your accepted design turns into crap..and you don't know how to refine it
when there's contradictions
you try your best..
you tried...and you know it gotta dissapoint everyone when you not suppose to be

screw when your greds are red...and you are waiting for holiday everyday...
and one day you realiza, you lost love in architecture because of all the traps...

Final exam is near, final review of design studio is near...and
when your new lappie is consistantly not functioning well....ooh,my life screw...

when life screw, your face is adorn with pimplesss and you founds fats...
Fats which located in wrong location of your body..gosh,I got tummy!!

screw when sleep is more preferable than exercise
screw when you admire someone who is so close yet soosoo far
screw when you are a useless person

screwscrewscrewscrewscrew

unsrew me..pls...

My bridge is falling down

2009-06-02T23:39:00.002+08:00

My piles of emotions collapsed ….. Silently…
I have no sign, no direction, no spirit, no more energy
Now, I really need a voice, a shoulder
Tell me, just leave it to you …. Can I ?? I really tired edy …

I’m just so fake!!

深夜一桩

2009-05-07T02:34:00.005+08:00

华语?? 因为发掘怎样打华语了理由很简单

我的快乐也很简单

吃饭，逛街，闲着没事做，很简单



放风筝，蓝天，青草地，很简单

做我喜欢的设计快乐真的很简单

可是我的快乐很短暂

突然发觉答应自己的都没做好

所要的追求的就那么的不真实

一些重要的似乎被遗忘了默默的

我的快乐很短暂

有些无理的多余的烦恼把简单的暗杀了

烦恼剪不断理还乱

透明,半透明的障碍有点难跨越

种在心里的更难跨越了

Save my blog from commit suicide!!

2009-04-09T22:17:00.003+08:00

What's your impression on me??

That tall girl who jumping around?talk laughly...abit"chi xin"...energetic..outgoing...

Well...none of them apply to me recently.Many of my friends was saying that I looks sick, moody, dull, bad, overchill, pale, blank...(AND THEY DONT LIKE IT)

It's only 6 or 7 weeks of my 2nd semester, I feel its like 2 or 3 months over dy.Life....still as hectic as usual, though my classmates found its much more free than last sem. It's all caused by my inefficeincy, carelessness.... I normally need more time to finish up my project, I knew it

I tend to be more focus, this semester. And, to sleep early is also my new year resoluiton!!hahaa.. RESULT of my determination >> so far, my project still so last minute...n my gred, its unsatisfactory, since its still some distance towards what I'm aiming.
I had done my best, n yeah, what to do? Btw, I din't regret of it, since I had done my best!

Sometimes, I still doubt...I wonder..I should have work even harder, so it can be better....
Hmn, architecture can make ppl despo!!

I have been away from my dearest sunshine, my green green sky and my blue blue sea for awhile, I fail my 11th resolution of 2009, which is do exercise as least twice a week. Arrg...tak boleh tahan lagi la.

I'm going to RALEIGH monthly metting this saturday. A half a day of my weekend, to recharge myself perhaps its the better way to keep me moving!!

I'm working hard to keep everyday moving..to solve problem and meet new problems again. Btw glad that got my new 'bf' dy, which eventually makes assignments move more smoothly (cant imagine without it). Transportation still my big troubles, I become so impatient, I speak badwords more than last time...damn...(sob,I should be good la~)

I don't care how many ppl 'll read my long blog till here, it's just my way to express my emotion!! EMOTION!! I should look forward! and I cant help on the changes in me!

I still in love with architecture

*heart*

End of good time

2009-03-04T17:20:00.002+08:00

Finally holidays ended with a trip to Singapore ...with my hard earn money...
Says bye bye to overnights, lepaks, datings ...etc....

Architorture started...
Taking more subject this sem... studio work still sounds so fun..(creating new toy this sem!!)

aiming high this sem..Azaaza

Valentine's day Marathon

2009-02-16T00:22:00.004+08:00

No 1 be my vel for that day....OH sad...

Btw, I had my craziest valentine.. The story started by...

S.O.S 'save our seahorses' programme.....which run by alphaient IW 08, where we goin to contribute some of our excess man power to 'have fun' with the marine life!! n of cause ***FUNDRAISING***

I manage to get some order for my *expensive* roses b4 valetine, (rm12per stalk rm100 1 dozen), so i needed 2 do the delivery...

1st stop: wake up EARLY EARLY n go to fetch roses...go Time Square n deliver my roses

We have 1000 roses in our hand, n the roses 'll wilth!! It's quite a nightmare 4 us that we need 2 cover back the cost(roses,wrapers...) n to beat our competitorssss!!
I grap a paper bag n fill it with 10++ stalks of roses, hugging 3bouquet of roses..yeah yeah I
noe,some ppl do said that I looks like a 'hang fuk' lady.. wth!!1dozen is to be deliver n 2half dozen to be sold!! Solo selling take monorail to timesquare somemore... *big swt*

Actually, I'm selling illiegaly...which I dun care...faster turn away when u c the secrurity guard la!hahahahahaa...=) I manage to sell 1 half dozen n all the single rose in my hand

Lonely selling lonely lunch again till Hocksoon fetch me up n go do some other deliveries...

2nd stop: Ampang, make my dear's heartattack, Asian cafe (which have not more that 5couples in that area)

the night come...
3rd stop: Refresh, back factory aka jail to collect roses
4th stop: Bingtang area
5th stop: Clubbing area ......hmmn....not really have sales dy.....tired...tired..
6th stop: 2nd round clubbing area...

4 till 5 am...
7th stop: Dimsam
8th stop: Clean the jail
9th stop: BED...siqin bed...(c, i'm overnigthing again...nono..sleepover)

As I still die die wanted to 'confess' n bring over my futher bf back home today,I had a 3hours sleep n went to c him..
lolz,my futher bf..u r jux too far to be reach!!
well,Hint**hint** my bf name started of wif a H..

hahahaahaa..its still a very memorable n sweet valentine..the faces of the girls when they recieve the roses..n how wilson owe me big big..even the roses its way bit cacated..n the $$$$....

after eating rubbish food

less water

overnight

working

selling

walking under hot sun

zhimin sick dy......its gotta to be a busy week!!

The Revenge of Biology

2009-02-04T01:14:00.003+08:00

AAhhh..money hard to earn!!I tot PMR science kacang la...manatau...it's all about biology!!

I hate Biology..or to be more pollite I have no much interest in bio...well,bio doesn't interest me!! It's just so much to memorize, so not maths..

'yeah, no more biology...FOREVER!!'
Doesn't it sounds familiar?? sob...I tot no more bio after I choose phy and chem in my A-levels...and Archi for degree

still alot's preparation for friday classes...photostate note, exercises....

money wont drop from sky!

Miss NG is a science tutor post

2009-01-09T23:48:00.003+08:00

I been reading the novel recently.. its addictive
I went to the library..
I try to make me more archi..
I still jobless.. I clean my room.. and I finally teach my 1st tuition class

Can you believe it?? That's my how I burn my recent life.. I rate it 50% meaningfull. ohya, and plus some outingss with my girl girl friends

I have 6 form3 students..n I'm teaching them science. Well, I'm kind of blur..its quite hard to imagine how I teach them too ..n yeah, u noes there's so many biology topic in form3 science...oh gosh, I hate it. I do revise what to teach before I go, 1st topic respiration.. (I shock my boss with my young looks today, shorts!!)

I run my class...not very smooth...n I can even sense the 'boredness' in the class ..the little abit more fat guy, I can see he nearly doze off (btw,once only la) ..yet, yet, another with a spec guy who reminds me of weiliang> my smart ass highschool mate, he do show his interest by asking me some ques, it do make me not talking to myself continueosly..n n the 1 n only girl in the class...definately, her hardworkingness soso like the last time me..she was doin extra ques without referring to the notes, draw the diagram nicely...yeah, I'm tat hardworking last time too

All the guy students in the class are from my highschool..well, I din reveal my age to them n where I form..what they noe?..I'm miss NG..hehe..I think some of my reaction looks stupid n I do talk in sarcastic n plus try to be funny way..they still shy shy with me la

oh, i miss the little boy I teach last time.. who begging me 2 give him the paper with perfume n tot that my dad is my bf.haha..luckily he din said that he wan 2 marry me when he grows up huh!! =)

tat's too much 2 blog abuut teaching...I'M GOIN RALEIGH on this sat n sun.helping up them n promoting them in PWTC!It's gotta be green green green..

hook back to my novel...tata..

My new year resolution

2009-01-05T03:01:00.002+08:00

no new year resolution yet!!
don't know what I wanted to do
don't know what I need to do
don't want to do anythings

so call laziness

Cookies of the day!

2008-12-24T16:51:00.002+08:00

TADAAA...to prevent from rotting in home, I bake choc chips cookies this noon..its as easy as ABC..mix n beat then bake

Doesn't taste like famous amos 1..kind of dissapointed!!
Next plan >> cheese cake..since sh like it..but then cheese cream dam ex...(sh,pandai pandai buy from secret recipi n eat la)

wanna take nap...Zzzz

I just there to see see and hear hear

2008-12-24T01:52:00.005+08:00

Well,currently i'm despo for job..

I found a job labelled as a advertising executive, undergraduate student recommended..rm100/day (it's better than those rm10/hours job) ,I smsED Alex asking about the job scope and stated there I'm really really interested in the job.

Soon ,he called..

A: Hello,may i noe which uni u studying in?

ME: Taylor university

A: Great!!We are an international company (me instantly..its about a direct sale job gua), are u free on monday..blablabla...I hate interview..it will be a discussion...I hate interview...

So, I went for the interview...not even noe what company is that..I can guess is doing sale kind..

I followed the location he given..TAADAA, its a diamond club...not diamond water filter..its diamond...the jewellery...u noe, ring,necklace..gosh..dam kua zhang la

(I google about the company)..it's so call multi level marketing industry IMUONE (never heard before rite??)

He did a presentation to me using a video...started with flamboyant intro like 'we are a big diamond and disintegrate into small diamonds ..spread around the world' I heard this phrase 1000times througout the 'discussion' 'we jux started in AUG tis year, and our company dy spread to 5countries...can u imagine,can u imagine what'll happend in future?'

*he present to me in chinese..the whole 'discussion' is carried out with mandarine*

After the flamboyant intro..oh ya..he show the cert of thier company...about the qualified diamond examiner of their founders (i dunneo what tat called la..sort like that la)

A: if a guy buy u a present, u wan gold or diamond??

ME: I choose gold..u watch blood diamond b4??

A: speechless...ask 10girls 9'll choose diamond la..

He just trying to tell me diamond are irresistable and have better value than gold (serious??)

What did thier company did??

They have gem factory, thier 'own' e-bay (which I cant remenber the name of the web side,its only open to thier member..its in 3D..like playing game..sounds dam cool!!), if u hope to be a star..they have a music centre to let u learn singing..(and I say..I dun sing..hahas..) no worreis they even have a own studio to let u public own album!!

then, he show me 1 of thier founder..KIN, MAS air crew for 16years, currently public his own album, from his own studio..(well, thier boss looks dam chun la and I just read an article about him that morning..such a coincidence huh..) ..and Alex keep mentioning or keep remiding me that he's also the god son of our sultan's mom..(so, he's the god bro of our sultan lar?)

And then,the $$$$$ part...lots of diagram and graph he show me la....(bellow is 1 that i googled)

To earn $$, very easy..join thier menbership..cheapest 100cp..where 1cp is rm3.60..and u can enjoy the beneficss of the card...lotsa discount ...startbuck,coffebean,callifonia fitness..where youngster lepak la...EERM..they even have 20% off for you to club in maison..(not MOS)..can use it to buy diamonds too..or buy things in thier e-bay..(apparently,the stuff in thier bay r lower than market price)

So, what should I do??...join thier club..and every week bring 2 friends to thier club hse..

A: see..we have projector...movie room..got KTV...can bring ur friends up...jux bring your friends come and play..and I'll do the presentation to them..

Being a member, every month ur cp'll increase 10% and u can earn 8% of the cp of your friends who become a menber..Basically...joing them ur $ 'll become $$ then $$$ then $$$$$$$$$$$ till infinity..(crazy man)

You can sell of ur cp by 1cp rm3.30..or spent all your cp by buying diamonds..hahah.(ridiculous)

If 50% of your friends join the bezel catogory membership..3months u can earn 30K..(some big big amount la,around taht)..If 50% join the gold membership..3months 12K..if only 10% join the gold membership..can still earn 7k!! riduculous!!

I think..it might work in some way...maybe 2more years before the boss take all the $$ and zao lou..as Alex said they all there just to earn thier 1st tong of gold as a stepping stone..the founder have great support..the company have thier future plans which make ur $$ save...

still...I just dun believe in this new way of earning $$ ..may I jux be a promoter and stand till i die to get my hard earn $$ ...or use 100cp=rm360 to save the world using my own multiplier function ...I dun wan to be the irritant to korek $ from my raletives or friends...

btw..who willing to throw 100cp kick start this 'bussiness'

you are welcome!! =)

What I want for christmas

2008-12-22T00:47:00.004+08:00

I'm a person with no strong determination and my passion can only last for 3 minutes. You may found I talk alots with you in the beginning and we have nothing to chat about in the end....Anyway, I'm just finding a reason for not updating my blog even I have nothings to do..hahhaa

I had been busy throughout my 1st semester, the 'shock' or targedy happpened during my final submition really really torture me alot...yet,I managed to over it!! I know I should learn to be smarter and work more carefully...*result for 1ts sem will be reveal tmr* who'll know how worry I am?

I work for 11days right after my final final submition...A work that testing my feet ability and my sociability ...yeah,working never been easy...the pressure to be the best ursherer who speak well, who interest the public to go to muzium which always known as a boring place, who never be late, who curi tulang in toilet but never got caught...who fake* infront of your boss..who hold your smile even get scolded, or when your heart already sobbing...

I'm still on my way to improve my weekness that I found from this work...I still hate my agent..I still learning to be more evil..and I still learning to be smarter!!

all the lengloi that working in the same event..the guys are supervisor...(knew new friends from the event too)

I'm lost in the moment...I wondering to work or not to work, I hope to keep lazz around, too many uncertainty...*I get scolded by mom because I din study in home* haiz..I have no no plan!!I NEED INITIATIVE to start everythings..I wanted to read love stories to feel the romance to merge with the christmas..

Rain..blue...cold

2008-11-16T16:11:00.002+08:00

I'm just drop by here to destress...
A suddent down pour wet me, no more optimistic...no more hypo active....no more jumping around...no more confident....no more hope...

like,
walking in the caostic road without direction....n I drop into the trap......I noe I should sort out my mind n keep moving without looking back.....but I'm not sure m I able to cross the 'bump'

HARDER ,HARDER..harder I should try...but but......

I'm hopeless

2 more weeks to final

ALPHA 1st meeting

2008-10-25T22:46:00.003+08:00

its ALPHA 1st meeting today...

midvally,D'lish,1.00p.m.

I kind of purpose 2 be late(slaging at home abit),as in I late for 15minutes...when i reach,CK n 5 members out of 10 members of alpha mates were there dy!!bad attandance!!

middle of the meeting vincent n shih chong(the president) came 2 see see wat we do too,n 2 members ciao...

we still manage 2 come out with our rough plan!!

our "BIG" plan

-be the zoo helper

-bring the angels children home's kid to the zoo

-fundraise 4 our expenses

-selling T-shirt ,recycle bag

If u dunneo wat i'm crapping....nvm,because this is a trap!!

I'll be selling T-shirt n recycle bag coming days...SO,who read this post..hiahia...U R IN!!

shih chong took our pic today

but he never upload the photos

2nd chance?? 3rd chance

2008-10-18T23:32:00.002+08:00

If I given 2nd chance??
how often u heard i'm saying to myself in my life...btw,this post should sounds emo from the beggining...

I got a phone call last night,that there's an interview today in starthill gallery for my 1.8K job..oh yeah,seriously I hope to get the 'cool' job so much,every other girl do so..
I went for the interview,we have short chating wif all the selected girls...short intro n talking bout ur past working experience...

umbrella girl,show girl,sunslik girl,ursher 4 gala event..blablabla..gosh,there r jux so more experience compare 2 me!!sad sad...after the 'shock'..my turn 2 say somethings bout myself,crap la...i din mention bout how i spent my time work for world vision,(now,I think I should be proud to say that)

I'll be inform the result few days later....hmn...wat can I says..'bertaruh kpd tuhan ' or 'up to the general manager la'

after interview....I have totally no idea where to go...since my date dun feel like goin out today...I walk alone in sg.wang...normally,i enjoy shopping alone...yet,today....I felt so 'alone' n I din enjoy at all...maybe sg.wang was too crowded...

manage to shop 3 rings in a short...some pattern diff colour....hahaha..n cheap!!

she loves procastinating!!

1st celebration

2008-10-15T22:25:00.003+08:00

13.10.2008
It's kam birthdy...oct crying n sick baby!!we love u!!

Art Work Shop

2008-10-15T21:34:00.003+08:00

It's Yusof Gajah art work shop,held during my activity weekend..5% of final mark for design studio and material subkect!!
yusof gajah artist who famous with his Gajah drawing..that's why his nama comes from..
he gave us a short talk n left us with the paint and canvas

student's work were put down on the floor,and he gave commends of the painting,n selected 20 pic for the exhibition!!

penguin..who think the painting is nicer than her face...ker chwing..her master pics selected!!

Us..who always work together in group assignment...n we always sit in a gruop too..
as known as agnetha gruop...hahas...

I doing the impact of the developement ...my painting,literal translation la..n it looks bad...hehehe...lots painting from my classmates got selected!!2nd batch ROCKS!!

Rollercoaster ride day

2008-10-15T21:06:00.003+08:00

I decided to update my blog...in 1 attempt!!
Today,my material project(20% of final mark) due...so,I'm free..at least for a few hours!!

Last wed, had a special artwork shop, that we required 2 do a painting..I enjoyED..
Last weekend, I joint Raleigh IW..spent my weekend with fabulous Alpha members...I had lots fun there...
This mon, my mid-sem break ended!!Drag my tired body to school...celebrated KAM's birthday!!
tues,hmnn...nothings special....

Today,was rushing for the submittion in the morning,my presentation was more than okay

In the bus station outside sunway,met a seriously..I SAYS SERIOUSLY looks stupid n noob guy,F***...i think he tried 2 molest me!! n I walked away...I did nothings

slept in bus...till I realise i took 2 hours back home...n I haven't even reach home yet...I almost broke down while msging dino..
A msg came in..I shortlisted for the 1.8K job final interview...haha,till now I still doubt how much that job can be trusted...btw,its gotta be a hard yet cool..

need 2 study for watches ..I wan 2 be selected!!I wan 2 earn a laptop coming holidays!!!azaaza!!

sayonara??arrigato??1.8K job

2008-10-06T23:19:00.002+08:00

My 1.8K job...almost gone (i'm hopeless) ..
yet,its still a special interview experiences...

I found a job on9 that they call it Brand Ambassador (sounds cool rite?) for a luxury event,11days rm1800,needed skills urshering n promoting....WAW...that's my 1st reaction!!

so,I sent in my profile and my *nicest* picture...yeah,i got selected for the interview.
n i went for the 1st interview last sunday,with doubt that i might get cheated...

I fill in the form which ask about ur vital fugure,dress size n shoe size...went in..n they measured my height 164.5cm...took a picture...n start interview....well,interview started with 'tell us bout urself',job i did before n 'u tie ur hair urself?' 'u apply makeup urself?' blablabla...
n thier turn to explain the job..its a event that sell expensive watches..really ex watches at starhill gallery,watches with diamonds,gold,limited edition....damm cool wei!!

I got selected for 2nd interview...which today..

I started with bad intro (well,i din prepare well).....normal chit chatting that ask u about ur working experiences..n test my promoting skill...last but not least,the rich kind brand representative ask me to say out the brand on the list,no30 -40...n i DEAD...erm,my pronouncation suck,n the brand...huh,u never heard b4 1 la...

they 'll call to inform me wherether i'll get short listed...anyway,its a precious experinces..I'll do better for my next job interview!!

my 2days1night trip 2 sh hse

2008-10-03T20:53:00.003+08:00

my raya treat...chill at siau hwee hse..cheras.
steamboat prepared by ..not me...basically,i go there n eat only la..=)

steamboat as dinner,steamboat as supper and raspberry vodka...wulala...

'3 kah' mahjiong...

my 1st time learning how 2 play mahjiong tat 5 fan only can 'hu'

KTV

nami..

wat a happy gathering!!

I been laze around this days...sleep n eat..din touch my work at all...no worries,i'll sure regreat by next week...waakaka...

I love myself!!

2008-09-29T00:04:00.003+08:00

She's in holiday now..n she do chamwhole alots to shooks sendiri...=P
She still looks young...phew...

It's a funny post for janice

perasannya~

2buck dance floor

2008-09-26T21:41:00.004+08:00

found a new way to descibe the situation in a rapid KL during peak hours...
not as squezze as sardin... it's squezze as you are in the dance floor....surrounded by 'macho' foreigners...leg kena step by them,n smell....Eeuw,i wouldn't like to desribe!!

taking bus from kl centre is always tat bad compare to PJ area....
no need to walk into the bus..as in..ppl 'll push u into the bus...I did (used my brain) think b4 I go out,well,I should felt glad that i cover 100% of my boob n butt today...

its always sad to said that 'well,i'm not the princess'(although i stay in princess garden>bandar puteri) 'well,puchong sucks' 'well,u choose to go out lepak..so u need to squezze in the bus' 'well,u dun have a bf who can fetch u around' KKkk,'i also fail to find a bf who's a taxi driver!!

face problem maybe....when i was squezzing today i saw a women who's also standing without clutching anything,i p.s 'wao,this woman even geng than me'...as few macho 'foriegner' alight..i get to move closer into the bus...hahaahaa..wat i saw??eerm...sad la!!

I cant help..I just felt so sad after I took the bus back today..I almost have a fight wif mom,after claiming that taking bus is bad....mom only dun allow me to take a cab...NOW...i hope there's only cab in malaysia......haiz...

Girl just need a superman to protect them...I should start to woo a guy n let them be my guidance angle..yeah,i should be despo!!

btw mamamia

The archi berry

2008-09-25T22:24:00.004+08:00

Euuwu,i almost kill my blog!!
nothing happening to be updated ...but i got back some of my assignment result this week...

My exonometric projection..that we need 2 draw a 3D view of the building from a 2D plan...its hard..hard hard..yet,i got the enormous statisfation when i FINALLY~ done it. .=0

the full view...it is ngam ngam size of my table A1 size..well,all of my classmates have neck and back pain tat week..
its a 2 weeks assignment ..tat I spent almost 2 weeks..and everyday start drawing from 8 night till morning 4 or 5 ...I even spent whole day in studio to draw it..no kidding..stay in studio till almost midnight...

that week I lost in mission...no MSN ..n no sms...i msged sh when i got frustrated..(be pround n now u noe y i frustrated!!)

the 3D sliding door stair case are the hardest and complicated to draw..
almost all of the class get good gred this time (everybody produce nice exo)...as in As..and I got..haha..thank god..A+

submited my daydream space model the same week as exo too....
well,luckly due to my strong determination...i din cry in the middle of the night..and make my room banjir...I done my final model on 5.30a.m. that night..

the stupid model that make me feel stupid...(i should use my brain more)...I drew the up view of my model till~....almost jump from KLCC...its spiral in shape..plus the interception of the tracing paper...jux super duper hard to draw la...
and I din produce the model that make my statisfied...

Basically my model
-since i'll daydream when i doing repeatetive task..when i looks into the spiral part...the rhytemic turning 'll lead me 2 my day dream situation..
-I'll be sitting inside my space which is dark ..and looking towards the bright front view..
-coiling in between the wall using wire that fix my sitting position..and there's a place for me 2 sleep too...

(no photoshop..so i jux simply draw a human figure there..erm,it looks haunted..hahaa..)

Emoed few hours after the submission...
got a expected mark for it...a B+

luckly,not that bad...=)

a long post..

-the end-

FRIM again

2008-09-20T23:08:00.005+08:00

haha..i know there's no updated blog these days..even i'm free this weekend

material presentation and project subbmission postponed,design communication assignment not tat hard =) ..so i have preety much nap this weekend ..hahahaaa....

final assignment for design studio ..due 7weeks time ..that i suppose 2 build a 'larger space' aka hse in the hutan for me 2 unwind myself..that consits 4 kinds of space in my 'larger space'

visiting our site today..FRIM..we need 2 do a site analysis in gruop n choose a site 2 build my 'larger space'

our choise...canopy,the paronamic view...apparently only can found in 2 place in world..FRIM n aisa jaya..sort things like tat la (not very sure*shy*)

the land tat my space gotta located in...

our tour guide..in the nature toilet ...

thier back...hiahia...i like kiwi hair colour...I WAN 2 colour my hair too...maybe black...hahahahaa...

Alian back berries farm

2008-09-16T21:21:00.002+08:00

jux an update since long time i din updated my blog...

I take a longger breath today...

architecture life jux so intense..with assignment lining up and due dates to meet..daily route line turns like wake up,school,library,studio,back home,assignment...and eat...no more time for exercise(tat make me feel tat tat bad for myself)...no time for lepaking...no time for nothing to do

I cut my on9 time...kawanku~when u all din saw me on9...well,no doubt i'm drwing or doing my model,or projects...I'm an alian now,i feel so bad...i even din join my buddy birthday celebration...sob...

I used 2 waste lots time on my work..draw very very slow,n i wasted lots time for travelling,its jux 15minutes drive from my place to school,but i take more then 1hours 2 back home(cant wait to get a car!!)....hahaha,i sleep like a dead log in the bus,dun even care how i looks like...watsoever,not enough sleep la..

i have not so good gred for my orthogrphic drawing...(i hate tat) =(

Btw,I'm optimistic....yell,i looks ugly now *breaded face*

Best food on earth

2008-09-07T23:08:00.001+08:00

hahahaaa...i'll be healthy by eating mamee monster everyday!! =)

exo metric

2008-09-07T23:07:00.000+08:00

exonometric orthograpic looks like this!!

I'm so not sure

2008-09-07T22:42:00.006+08:00

Here my 2nd design studio assignment...do a space for me to day dream

we given 2 walls,then we need to graft a space on the wall...basically,the space need to looks like grawing from the wall...

the 1st n 2nd wrong n out n soo bad study models i did..seriously,i din think well,so i jux do somethings like... a stairs..since i day dream when i jogging

the retard...

seriously,tat 2 retard make me emoed for the whole design studio class....

after my rethink,i daydream when i brushing my teeth,jogging,combing my long hair...hmn,i do repeatative job then i'll daydream

since we only allowed 2 do a small space...i decided to do somethings complicated but easy get boring..so,i'll start daydream...
i think daydream is a square that don't wan to be square,but it's still square

if u have a good eyesside...there r square n 3D square..

there r bumbung too,as rain I still can daydream...
the grafting tecnique i used>>coiling ...u can see me inside,but u wont noe tat i daydreaming inside!!nampak tak nampak feeling la..

.

I think i'll work on this for my interim review on tues....I'm so not sure...soo not sure..
I gotta consult miss goh tmr..

mom was complaining the model looks horrible...hahaa,i sendiri cannot tahan too...
well,there r 'study model'..no need to look nice 1...n wayer hard to bend la!

leave me some comment....i'm so not sure...

I got test tmr,i got exonometric orthogarphic to draw

n presentation...i'm busy!!

updates

2008-09-04T20:42:00.003+08:00

Surprise to see them in my blog??I back Johor during merdeka day,and did hang out with some primary school and secondary school mates..

Normally i just hang out around my small kampung.This time we travelled further to the south!!My 1st time visit to Tebrau City which the largest mall in JB...
There are actually more pictures i took...but then i accidentally deleted in my post...haha..lazy to put back la!!

stone grill restaurant..where we sit under the tree!!but the shop full of the bakar n szziling smell la!!quite nice thou..since got ppl cia me !!hiahia**

After the enjoyments in johor..i stressed,busy,or plus some emo for few days...met assignmentss due dates,orthographic projection which i not statisfied with my work..it just hard la!presentation... and design studio models making...*had only 3 to 4 hours sleep for few days*

I still lost for my 2nd design studio work..which is do a space for my day dream!!lolz...why la..I'm just soo soo soooo lost!!HELP~

dated for movie tmr..I need 2 destress!!

and inspiration too!!

Mess mess...

2008-08-27T09:37:00.003+08:00

Emo hit me again this morning..
eventhough the sun is shinning brightly outside
its a super sunny day that I shoundn't be emo....

I'm just has too many unorganised stuff..
I have only 4hours sleep recently
I think I dying soon,or else my face condition'll make me ungly soon...

I'm on9ing in library and ppl still sleeping
my plan,elevation and section are progressing in a super retarded speed
I doubt its in a correct way or size
I'M SOOO SLOW IN DOING THOSE SHEET OF SHIT...

My presentation stuff for history and culture class still..
still....in a wrong way....well........

Life...
'll be okay after that..
10minute to material class,I think I'll fall asleep if she showing some video again..

soon to be =)

update from famine 30

2008-08-26T22:08:00.006+08:00

My update for the last weekend...

Zhimin had made a different by volunteering in famine 30..I've got the power..don't you think you cant!!Every participants actually made a different.

I put my hat on all the leaders that had organised thier DIY camp,they had run thier camp so succesfully that I doubt i can do that...all campers are super great,they fast,they donated,and they came with high spirit for the countdown.

ji er 30 .... organised by world vision

Huiyein was in programme team that she need to do face painting that day...that's Mr potato zhiyong

I did a 'architecture' face paint for huiyein...puahaaaha..

I was quite free that day as they have excess group leader for individual camper...then I and zhiyong went to help out to sell thier specially made fan..rm3 for 1..the weather was sooso hot that time which u need a fan 2 chill u down!!

Very soon ,after 70++ fans sold out...it rain heavily...

we were standing under the rain n enjoying the concert...

Too much to wirte for famine 30...but i need to rush back for my assignments...its a meaningful activity that made me feel so greatful for everythings I have now...I had a greater impact after this year camp,new perspect towards life and....hmmn,I should contribute more to the rest of the world!!

hehe,we also took the opportunity to take picture with the celebrities..hot mama>>francissca peter..the ambassador for world vision..I like his last year performance better!!

And also OWEN YAP..my super idol...famine angel,8tv newcaster..1 of the cloe most eligible bachelor for 2008 if not mistaken,and also a lecture of a uni...i got his signature too (i was rushing all the way down for his signature).lolz,my hair was in a 'siau zha bo' style after the rain la!!*shy*

architecture student is busy...

got A- for my garment..which a great encourage for me =)

Batman car

2008-08-22T01:03:00.001+08:00

Lotus sport car...lolz..is the alarm goin to ring if we touch the car??

Archi runway

2008-08-21T22:39:00.006+08:00

After weeks of 'lepak'ing during design studio class..finally..assignment due today!!Last minute work kills ppl,as in I did till 3.00a.m. last night and luckily it still looks okay and kind of complete...

Proudly present to u..my garment...

we need to do an 'architecture' garment as to reveal our personality..and by using some 'special' techique to do the garment...

I made a bounching garment as to show i'm a active and outgoing person...the garment seriously 'bounch' la wei when i wore it!!I cut the 'tau fu fa' transparent box into stripe and joint it all together...

And why,a tranparents garmet??...hiahia,cause I like sunlight,so it panetrate light!!

My hilarious,not so serious,retarded presentation...lolz,next time I'll be seroius!!I did kena some 'question' from our seniors who 'visited' us today!!

closer looks...spiral,rythemic stripe..

That's Arnan ,dua persomality garment..its too literally treanslated commented by lec

aggie..not eggie..beauty peagent garment..to show she's a competative person who like to win!!

Shelly>>our indonesia friend 'complicated' garmet to show she's complicated..haha,she's too comfortable with her garment..(nearly,acidentally wore out when class end) realise before stepping out!!hahaha =)

Ching..mysterious

Ker chwing...erm....determined through out the process to make the garment..

Miss Kam..clumsy..and function to protect her since she always bang things

Penguin..ordinary yet wanne be not ordinary person

Janice..brilliant job...obedian person,as the garment control her hand and waist when she wear it...obedian some time restrict her tought too....clap clap..

Another indonesia friend..well..Addirk or..forget his name..shy personality

Wilson..not a patient person,hyperactive,cannot sot still...durian butt..hey,tat's my idea man!!ice cream pls!!hiahia...

Balvic..from Tamzania..he talk well..idea sort like I always see myself from the view of my friends ...

Jeff..great job..independent person..using 'sloting' technique!!

yew peng..complicated charecteristic..and the I like the shoulder part..as to show stress(I think la) that part looks heavy!!

Narges from Iran..hard yet soft garment..as to show hard to approch and friendly part

Jeff with Arnan 'i think it's smelly' mask..and I hopping joyfully with my garment

Couldn't find Henry pic..i think I was busy wearing my garment...n left out kiwi..n lots more..hiahia..*sorry*

Thanks for watching archi runway

*no smooky eyes today,but I got upside down smooky eyes*

master pieces...

2008-08-18T20:01:00.005+08:00

sketches that i did for the whole weekend..

new assignment due next 2 weeks....plans,elevations and sections..on scale drawing..butter paper and traching paper...haiz..draw till my eyes pop out!!its just hard 2 get the perfect measurement!!

the diploma student showing off thier super hero garment in the courtyard today...we hope that we don't need 2 'show' in that way too...

done 10% of my garment,due coming thursday...haha,bless me ppl..n bless my sketches =)

Oh ya,I survive after my 30 hours famine!!uuuhuu..

17 HOURS!!!

2008-08-18T09:07:00.002+08:00

Volunteer for famine 30 camp encouraged to start thier fasting before the countdown day..since
they scared we cant tahan n faint while we helping out them!!=)
So,huiyein and I started our fasting yesterday 12.00p.m.

Now..I'm on my 17hours of famine...This year consider a 'suffering' fasting for me..as in full of 'nice' food temptation around me...my uncle even bought my favourate>>kampung durian yesterday,and goreng pisang,keropok...OMG....

Anyway,I overed it...and I managed to finish my 12 eligible sketching by 2.30 a.m. today...to be post it later as to 'show off'..hehee=)

hungry..still need to fast till 6.00p.m. 13hours to go...gambateh me n huiyein!!

Result day

2008-08-16T00:40:00.003+08:00

Back to HELP today,the place I spent 1 year and 3 months studying my A-lvl...
We ali-majuED...and I decided to get a sunday cone to 'chill' me down ...

I looks retrated..I din even manage to finish my sundau cone,they all dy bising bising to ask me take my result!!Hui yein happy for it,laiyi said she expected dy,calist okay with it...

unbelievable!!...none of my econs fail...even scored 106/120 for unit3 (which I scored an ungraded last exam)..I scored better for all my resit units...including phy unit4 that I thought I screw it again after the exam...

Of cause,some not nice 1..phy6 ungraded...might resit again or ask for remark...just need 16/600 to get a B

havent finish my sketces yet..sketched till 5 morning and woke up 9 morning...

I'm going to starve for 30hours soon...with>>hui yein...(duh,she can sleep whole day in hse but I still need 2 go uni lar)
30 hours famine for a better tommorow of the childrens..''you've got the power''(slogan for famine camp this year)

Thursday :P

2008-08-15T00:29:00.004+08:00

'the apartment' for building material assignment
Sweet,Crispy,Delicios dessert that I had in 'the apartment' (its cost $$$!)
not posting my picture...bcaz I looks sick,sick,SICK!!after days 'not quite enough' sleep...=(

*manager not in today..so goin tmr again!!*
*the guy who layan us looks dam macho..hiahia*

the 80% done master piece of my 1 out from 12 sketches...
got improvement dy rite??well,I took hours to finish it!!

After times of my idea been rejected...finally,I asked to present my part done garment today...I was so happy..very happy...(at least,I'm on the right path liao) thx to the 'tau fu hua box'

result out..but couldn't sign in for on9 result..so i'll be knowing it by tmr..*worry*...gtg for sketches ..

if u confusing about the time ..

-time based 14th aug-

Hazzy day

2008-08-13T20:59:00.006+08:00

KL PAC (Kuala Lumpur Performing Art Centre)

Its somewhere around Jalan Ipoh ... peaceful place with the nice scenery,huge lake and green green grass...
I 'again' sitting under the hot sun ..sketching sketching...

Bad day,took bus back during peak hours...was standing beside a male foreign worker with a typical foreign worker look....

BAD BAD BAD...lolz..kept arm contect with his 'wet' arm..n....his kind of muscular chest..(even I prefer muscular guy rather than skinny 1) EUWUss...

And his drink keep drop onto the ground n splash to my leg,what the hell!!

Need to show 1 to 1 scale part of my garment..dunneo what to do yet...'sei'... =(

On-site sketching

2008-08-11T20:24:00.003+08:00

Sketching in the hot afternoon...*crazy*!!
Archi student is sitting anywhere around my uni to get a best view!!Obviously,there are some random ppl like wilson who being 'kepo' around....hiahia...

I sketched this..

n...this view...
after I fade up with my horrible sketching..I 'kepo' around too

n chamwhoring ....

goin to KL PAC on Wed...10 sketches for wed n 2 for today...
deu date next monday!! *-*

-me architorturing-

A suddent emo strike...laugh...

2008-08-09T02:07:00.005+08:00

my daily route line is a mess..my room is another mess...and I mess my hair now...

MESSED potatoes... (I know I should make my post short)
Life messed...
PTPTN loan,MUET,stupid computer...part time job hunting...n exercise...
olympic,newspaper,self studies,think of my design.....I din reply calist off9 msg..haiz...

Shit..i even forget my coming on site sketching gotta take 5% of my final!!well,5% is big for kiasu ppl!! and I haven't improve my sketching yet!!

SH told that Sara coming KL for result...OMG...RESULT?? try to use fringers and counts,1234 down..15th AUG...gosh,I din even get my pin number yet la...
lolz,SH dy planned to antisocial till friday which the day we can get our result...die,I know I gotta fail my few econs units..*bless me*

volunteer training camp tomorrow...I'm dealing with opportunity cost these days,'again' maybe giving is another way of gaining...min min,things shouldn't be hold too tight..

I'm sick..the suddent down pour after long hot sunny days make me sneezed since morning..but you din even ask why..........

Don't ask me to drop archi if I streesed myself too much...I gotta cry for months if I do so...
I just need to adjust my alignment back to normal..life's good and I should have enjoy my life!!

I'm hungry..craving for roti canai..ZzzZzZzz...wat i need is just another sunny day

the starter!!

2008-08-07T21:13:00.006+08:00

1st skatching would looks that bad...retarded~

didn't got any comment from the tall,cool,stylor,macho lecture...

I know I need to work hard man....drawing drawing drawing

Had my 2nd lesson of Design Studio for the week,was so 'amaze'!!She gave examples of the way we suppose to translate our personality into the design...(lazy to explaint)

systematic person = garment with lots poket

dun like to wear cloth = looks nothing but got something

my 'dua personality' = material show 2 texture

No class for friday in this sem!!wuhuhu..

inspire me

On my way back into love

2008-08-05T20:59:00.006+08:00

Part of my girl girl course mates....

1st assignment for design studio...the ever project runway for architecture batch2
I need to do something that I can wear that reveal my own personality...
no good ideal yet lar...but I'm so excited about it...it gotta be fun!~..yo~
planning to make a smooky eyes for my runway..kekez..

rolling around on the chair with roller in the studio ;P
pic took by eggie 'the aqua shirt that one'...quite a retarted pic

-enjoyed 2nd architorture day-

August time

2008-08-04T21:36:00.003+08:00

I start my uni today
building matherials and design communication class
I think I get stress up after the class....I know its gotta be a tough journey
perhaps with joy and statisfation

The MC for the orientation activity is a joker indeed
hahahaa...I did laugh alots throughout the activity

I hates to study till the time for sun set and moon rises
I hopes I'll get use to it after a week or more

Can you believe there's a 'dress code' in Taylor??
no spaghetti tube,no shorts....
awwuuu,*lestures* we had heard it 100 times since 1st day of orientation
Stop bullying us by restricting us =(

geram with the 'dress code'

*tired*

31st July

2008-07-31T22:31:00.006+08:00

TAYLOR UNIVERSITY ORIENTATION
*your attendance is compulsary*

I woke up not very early and mom drove me to college with sis accompany ...we reach ngam ngam on time 9.00a.m...(PJ campus not very far from puchong)...
*my beloved blog readers..what u guys wanted to know bout my orientation??*
hahaaa...i sounds mean..

the orientation is quite flate..started with talks..welcome speech..and ended with talks too!!no outdoor activities for today...a campus tour as to prevent me from get lost n seek help from HELP..hahaa...

-my course mates aka batch mates (taylor's degree in archi jux started MARCH 2008,i'm the 2nd batch)
total student 26 or 27
4 from indonesia,1 iran,1 around india *i guess*(i never heart that country before)
2 or 3 from sarawak,1 or 2 from sabah...there are also 1 or 2 from penang,johor,perak as well
I'm 1 out of 8 *maybe* from lembah klang!!

I did recieve some 'good luck in orientation' msg,thx ppl...most of my girl girl friends continue the sentence 'got lengzai?' or 'ur class got chun?'
hahaa..*cough..I was anti socialling,concentrating for the talk,look thru my hand book lar*...yeah,i did looks around,ppl 1 glimpse ...'erh..okok lo,help may have more'

-welcome speech from 1 of my lecture *altered*
to those who having emotional relationship,u'll get more emotional
u'll have less n less meal..in less n less protion
sleep become a luxury for u
the sun become so beautiful for u...blablabla..*i think she talk bout hair too*
welcome to school of architecture
-another lecture
welcome to architorture

No need to sit for the language test anymore,skipping orienatation tmr,watching Mummy but not batman tmr,might be joining the oriantation dinner tmr....
Hahaha..which I'll have the chance to wear a dress,maybe nice food too...=)

-ciau,hope tat august 'll be a wonderrful month-

Randomness

2008-07-30T12:39:00.005+08:00

I did a rectangle thiggy last night...well,I was quite bored at home...

wan : U do this rectangle pyramid thiggy for what ??
me : For something lor...
wan : U got nothing to do ah ??
me : Actually I wanted to give to Sunway pyramid de la
(hhhahaa...sound of haloha from tiolet : U very lame leh...)

The rectangle shape ended up not very rectangle....cause I do it free stylely...*_*
Then after I do do do, it quite looks like a Chrismas tree !!So, I think gotta to transform it into a tree..(when I'm free later!!)

It's a ear ring hanger...since I cant find a hanger that I like that much to hang my around 20pairs of ear ring,here comes the pyramid thinggy....hoho..

Another conversation last night **I'm talking in a super duper cute way,when u talk wif my younger sis..ur tone definately like tat 1**

me : are u drawing chibimarokochan ?? (looking towards the drawing)
wan : no..it doesn't look like chibimarocachan lar!!
me : it did..i looks soo cute..really,very cuuuteee....HAHHA..I noe u drawing me la...izzit??
wan : NOOO...
me : dun jiajia la..everytime u draw something cute..U says its me!!hahaa...

After I bath..I saw this on my table

Daamm..cute rite!!!wonder why wan love me soo much huh!!
Jie love wan too..even she'll say 'shut up la' when I start singing =( ... or 'ur singing is awfull la' when I continue singing.... sobsobsob

She messed my room too...

Post a pic of my working place too...I think the table is too small...cant fit all my stuff la!!
Exclude the tool,newspaper,colourpencil...its still consider neat!! haaaahaa....

huiyein ffk today

-signing out to chop chop chop her-

Heal my com..plzzz...

2008-07-28T16:45:00.006+08:00

My blogging mood is on!!

I gotta blog bout my Bangkok trip...*even its not very interesting*
I feel like blogging about ORIENTATION too...coming thursday,I need to appear in the orientation of my course,I gotta be the freshie....hmn,honestly,I feel like ponteng the oreintation (can I??)...i just dun like orientation,i dun feel like going...*lolz,i'm acting like a manja uni student..duuuunwan*

My com is annoying...now I think* it kena spyware liao...ridiculous advertisement keep poping out...all those rating thinggy..blablabla...argh,I'm NOT INTEREST IN IT lar!!
all my msg thru MSN also fail to delivered!!argh....geramnya....argh!!

Final decision...i'll take laiyi advise ''stop harming ppl by sending virus to them''
I GOTTA REFORMAT IT!!

weeell,the udang belakang batu *the main purpose for this post* anybody can free reformat for me??I'll appreciatate the generous help =)
need to get a thumbdrive to save up my all files..*CD room broke down thousands years ago,cant save it in disc* 2GB enough??....hahahaa,aint wan to be the next Edison!!hahaa...

-rotten at home-

Thailand trip

2008-07-27T17:08:00.014+08:00

I went to the land of tomyamkong last week...

We took a morning flight so that we can spend more time shopping in Bangkok..haha,what a good decision by dad...

the weather in bangkok is seriously HOT..super HOT..thier sky is like no cloud n no wind one!!So,hot hot hot!!But according to local its suppose to be raining season for thailand now...hiaz,global warming lar!!

1st stop..chatuchak market..which apparently the best market to shop..8000 stalls there!!

But,for me okok jeh la.The T-shirt there selling around 220bath

I says 'tuuk tuuk' which means cheaper

They says 'cannot la madam'

I says 'tuuk tuuk' again plus some super sunshine smile

They still 'No..No'

lolz,the last day,we saw the same shirt selling around 100 to 150 bath in the whole sales market!!

Second day,tiger farm which we watched crocrodie,tiger and pig show there.

The guy is a good actor that'll make u felt 'chikek' the whole show!!

Thailand has smart pig which can do calculation...multi language!!

I ordered the pig to count for me in eng...*i should hv ordered in bahasa melayu la*..it noe korea too

Parachuting which cost around 450bath for 1 round that you can view the Pattaya from the sky.

Then,its coral island!!

Rented a pelampung for Wan...we like the beach soo much...

elder sis 'haloha' can jump better...*she's quite proud for it*

And my retarted jump....ewwu...

none stop chamwhoring....

Wan was soo happy with the pelampung!!(she ponteng 3days school for the trip,sure happy la...tat 3days exam somemore!!)

we love Pattaya coral island!!its a happening beach with clear sea water.....

watched culture show n elephant show too..all the shows are cukup entertaining!!

the 4th day,stop by to shop for food!!free tester...test till u drop...they provide free packing too,which they pack all the food you bought into a boxes convinient for check in luggage...*wonder malaysia do provide this kind of service for the tourist??*

Shafari zoo...watched sea lion,dolphin,bird,cow boy,n spy show...every show is interesting!!

'go to zoo??which sounds like a kid..no doubt,really very fun'

thier animals are brilliant lar....thier explosion n bullet in cowboy n spy show are very 'geng' too!!

unexpect stunt by the sea lion...

pretend to fail the jump,so the guy who holding the hulahu drop into the water,it grap a pelumpung to save the guy,then do C.U.P or CPU..(forgot what tat called)..guy revived..bring a towel for the guy
*give a big hand to the sea lion* =)

saw some real wild animals in Shafari Zoo

went for ahgua show in Pattaya too..there are quite a big ammount of ahgua in Thai la(everywhere in pattaya)..to pronounce like a Thai,shoud call ahgua as ahqua...haha,i think it sounds much more better

my theory why there are so many ahqua in Thai 'cause i think thier guy looks bit bit like girl,girl bit bit like guy' hmn.....

last day,shopping in bangkok...I did sapu some cheap T-shirts...but then..when i back n try,abit tight la..eiei,shoulder part,not tummy part!! :P

I think thai ppl have smaller size than malaysian!

Wu Gui post

2008-07-26T18:41:00.007+08:00

eemay n yenlee (tat siu hei couple) got me a wu gui!!

its so cute tat i must upload its photos...kakaz...

it can bite its own tail!!

only manage to post 1 pic of it,file corrupted..=(

4 more days bye bye holidays

2008-07-26T17:55:00.005+08:00

hmn..i'm quite busy these days !!

Friday
wake up 6.45a.m. >bus to kelana jaya> bus to world vision >bus back to kelana jaya >bus back to home >nap

overslept >bus to mid valley >KTM to bdr tasik selatan (its 8.00p.m...lolz,super duper pack) >my dear's hse

BBQed,drinked,lame movieed...super tired

Today
overslept (Oh NOOO!!promised to help up at 9.30a.m.) >rush to lrt station >star line >change to putra line >reach kelana jaya(finanlly!!) >bus to world vision >haha,reach at 1.00p.m...none stop typing n key in data >3.30p.m. time to balik rumah

I was luckly enough...1 of the volunteer goin back to puchong,n i tumpang...

*Din join sh they all for breakfast,promised to help out,so die die must go!!
*Din wash my hair which smell BBQ chicken..tied it up in a bun..convincing myself that i wont smell,btw,still better than ee may who din even bath!! =)
*hopefully can get a car soon!!

signing out to sleep 1st...ZZZzzzzZzzzzZzzZzzZz

Back from vocation

2008-07-24T02:16:00.004+08:00

Landed LCCT 10.00p.m. last night...no flight delay the whole journey,reach 15minutes early somemore!! =)
rumors from the taxi driver ''flight from BKK selalu awal,pilot tu suka speeding kut''

sh the 1st 1 I msged!! (be proud la)

Unexpectally,didn't gain weight..hahahaa,salad everyday there!! =)

time to sleep!!

Berries belum jadi yet

2008-07-18T17:37:00.004+08:00

Nothings happend recently,or maybe i'm not emo!! =) That's why no post these few days..
Finally,world vision need volunteer to help out in their office.So,i 'lent' my helping hand and fingers!! (Basically,those works required hand and fingers la...computer works,folding letters,packing stuff....) Erm,quite boring...

Wed,heavy rain in the morning..so,i enter the office at 9.30..
thurs,i planned to enter early..mana tau,road block,then jam gau gau,so ended up enter at 9.30..and i 'chao' early too!!
I should be a more punctual worker next time!!hahaaa...

My bestie hui yein is going to climb mount Irau this saturday 'without me' =( ...the mount is somewhere near chameron higland..heard that the temperature at the peak is bellow 10 degree celcious!!sounds dam shook!!clash with my bkk trip..lolz,so envy i am!!

Aza Aza hui yein!!Spirit burning!!

Quite sesat!!See,there's no chat box on my blog yet..cant find the way to put it...screw my facebook profile photo too while changing it!!...hmn,watever,leave it there 1st!!

5 days trip to bangkok+pattaya!!i gotta JUMP on pattaya beach!!around 36-30 degree celcius in BKK..expected to turn dark choc when i back!!

-gatta be dark choc mint signing out-

need to jog in playground

meaningless monday

2008-07-14T21:46:00.004+08:00

refuse to on9 ....
MSN is too hard to sign in sucessfully ....
Chating .... seem nothing much
My computer is gasping for breath...it's working slower slower...haha,I know,it should do less heavy duty work!!

I'm rotten in hse .... temaning mom , lame with ah wan.
I feel I'm getting 'wider' ....haha..but i hate to jog after rain!!Today, I found the reason why I hate to jog after rain!!
Because...
1.the wind plus the sweat...make me cold..not cool!! = (
2.air resistance is larger,so more force is needed to overcome the air resistance 'F = ma' m remain constant,so acceleration needed to increase..blablabla..
(peeps if i'm wrong,dun blame my beloved physics teacher en.Aziz..i'm not that smart in phy la)

gotta shake hulahu later...erm,plus sit up ..lolz,semangat gila!!
I'm part timing to be the cupid of my friend...mission seem not gone smoothly...how??
perhaps I'm not well installed yet...no wing,no bow,no arrow...haha,and bit overweight..cacated!!*goyang kepala*

I'm off to bangkok soon!!5 more days...'shawadicup,kap com,tutu' that wat i know so far... : P

-its a lame post-

Love.Care.Self Interest...I'm lost

2008-07-12T14:54:00.005+08:00

Friday night,there was a great fight between me n mom 'again'...yelling,and all the harsh words that hurting each others.... scolding,nagging,criticizing on my fault...''OKay,its my fault,my fault ...my faault''..i pissed off,some words did hurt me badly,something that I mind recently!!

As usual,I cried badly after the war...tears cames out uncontrolably,crying in the toilet,sneezing..tears wet the bear too...
I tot I did care about my family,this times I was wrong...what i have done??

I been doing my own stuff,enjoying my holidays,outings with friends...too many things distracted away me from them ..I walking further away...Its been how long I never have a good chat with my younger sister,I answered her question annoyingly...even I have bulk of free time,but,I just simply help to do her homework..that patch work was seriously like a shit...she's so special...

I felt so bad,every night she was waiting for my help,and I...what I have done...now only I realise....

Mommy....she sacrified alots to the family...but,I never realised that the apple i ate..how heavy she carried that pack of fruit back from market...the cleaning services that she cancled,and choose to do it herself...fetch me home when I called....I yelled at her!!

I didn't even offer my help...I know,she's not that strong as before...I tot I care,but I wasn't...

Its been so long I'm walking on the wrong path...I shouldn't have think of study aboard everytime I fought with mom!!I was greedy and self centred indeed...
I did think alots last night,the responsible to the 'home'...hmn,I stayed in the 'home' but heart wasn't there..

Maybe,Love need to be show in a different way...what I have done was wrong..or out from the model answer...there's a song called 'what I have done',which quite nice too..

Banned from on9,need to behave myself too =(

-crying babe-

.....still hurt

Birthday oo Birthday

2008-07-09T00:06:00.008+08:00

friends..forget about that emo post!!Its just an emo post but not emo min!!
I celebrated my birthday happily happily happily..(seriously,i don't know where to start my stroy)

Basically,last sunday my Alvl buddies had a gathering in Laiyi hse,in conjuction to celebrate kellie brithday and to 'gaudim' the sotong that we brought back from Dungun.
I went to bkt bintang to met hy,and she told me that she has a date A VERY IMPORTANT DATE on 7th july (which is my bday) with a guy called ShinJif

ShinJif (a guy that with a name that sounds so 'school name')
>back from Dubai
>worked for Shell in Dubai
>called hy out for dinner..in a high class restaurant
>hy admire him SOOOsoooSOO much
>macho and chun guy

She 'begged' me to choose a dress for her date...seriously,i was so happy and excited for her date with tat 'apparently' super chun.After that we went to buy a cake for kellie,i choosed a strawberry cake,since she like red colour soo much!!Hy bought a 'small cake' for me too,haha..and the lady boss called me lengloi!!

nice lamb chop...hy the 1 in white shirt!

shabushabu

Close to the midnight,my friends took out the cake..walking towards kellie..Huh,where m I??
I was holding my camara..preparing to capture pictures la..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,they turned thier direction..Oh,it's for me!!*surprise* and the small cake bocame the cake to 'play' me!

ppl advise from me..don't ever choose green cream cake!!

My birthday,we went out to 1U to find a suitable dress for hy...

lunch in Jack's place,hy was learning how to eat gracefully for the date!!

About 2 hours of dress hunting attempt,huh,sakit kaki la..OMG,hy started to show that disaapointed face..and mad at me!!i was terrified...

the story came to its peak..i grabbed a dress for hy to try..i didn't even dare to talk to her...hy came out from fitting room.

hy:where u get this dress??
me:u don't like izzit?just put back here (poiting the basket)
hy:where u get this??I wanted to THROW back??
me:huh (super shock face)

out from ZARA..tense situation...hy turned back and gave me a plastic bag..
tan,tan..the dress that i grapped was my birthday present from Help friends...thx everybody,a nice purple dress with some satin fabric!!

there's no such date things,no senior from Dubai..haaha,the plot of the lie was quite ridiculous(senior from Dubai somemore),but the main actress is great!
hy..u deserve a oscar award!!

the next lie..was okay la..
my new found dear text me whether i on9ing or not..eventually,she drove his chilired mivy to find me yamcha...perasanly,i did expect her to come,since she asked for my address!!
sh,ur 'kiu' so cha,still expect me to cry ..haha..
still,thx sh,gilbert,kianloon,weihsien to come to puchong..from far..

-the end-

untitled

2008-07-08T18:54:00.003+08:00

I turn 19
and I found the imperfect side of me,
maybe it's the time to reflect myself....

I'm depending on horoscope prediction
when i'm making decision,
maybe i should jump out from my comfort zone....

I'm seeking the sweetest berry
and the berry rotten when i found it,
maybe giving up is another way of gaining....

I realise it's been a long time
I have not done any good deed,
I wonder where my passion gone....

I listen back to my favourite song
but I dont understand the meaning of the song,
I got a suddent urge to swim
and I miss my sis suddently....

friday o friday

2008-07-04T21:46:00.007+08:00

take1* of my dirty sneakers

take2* of my dirty sneakers

my ring of the day

my chocolate gelato...hmn,resberry yougert would taste better

chamowhoring of the day

Date of the day>>books (MPH in 1U is better than midvalley)

2008-07-02T16:08:00.001+08:00

i can be sexy too ...oh,random~

Beautiful island.wonderful trip>>REDANG

2008-07-02T12:09:00.022+08:00

7girls went to Redang last tuesday,its our trip that we plan before our bloody A-lvl exam like 2 months ago...and finally,we are ready to jump into the blue blue sea!!

We took a airasia 'chiip chiip' night flight,its a night flight...(takkan redang in the midnight),so we overnighted in k.tggl...

wenwen nearly miss the flight,she was still in her hse 2.5hours before the flight and not prepare yet..swt,i was trying to call cab bla..to fetch her out from rawang to LCCT..swt..eventually,her dad manage to 'fly' her to LCCT on time..huh~

DAY1

the money we paid is directly proportianate to the services...look at the small boat we took to Redang!!the boat ride was like a roller coaster...very 'chikek'!!Haaha

acidentally took when we were chamawhoring..*grin*

after our lunch,we had our 1st snorkelling session in the marine park (sort largest marine park in Malaysia,its 100% nicer than the cacated P.Tioman merine park)..lotsa lotsa fishes and coral there,some dead coral too..sad~

after marine park,hui yein,siqin and I still so energetic...so we went to the long beach and play with the ombak besar...the ombak really besar tat evening....oh,FUN~

night,we had our karaoke session(only wenwen who sing PROly,sang tat night),beach walk,laying on the beach,stars glazing..and enjoy the wind....

DAY2

we had our 2nd snorkelling session in a rocky island,the 'beach boy' aka worker of the resort caught some nemo fish for us to see..but,i killed it~(u must let the nemo back to its own coral,they swim very slow,so,most prob the nemo 'll be eaten by the bigger fish)

the 'beach boy' offered us to see the babies shark.Again,hui yien,siqin n I who's still energetic went.wow,he took a ikan,so all the fishes came around us..its ALOTS...and the babies shark aslo came...huh...nice..the shark bite my little finger on the right!!

noon,we lepak in the pondok,beach volley balling,play with the wave again..(pics waiting to be uplaoded by my friends)

night was the fun 1,we had beer (lol,calist drunk after drank 3/4of it)...and we play dare or dare!!(since nobody wanna noe when calist 1st kiss wif ahbeng or wat colour of inner wear hy waering,kakaz) well,sum up all the stupid things we did,public pole dance,dirty dance,burp ramdomly,kiss*the guy next door,hapi bday song to next door guys etc..the night beach disco was okay lar...

DAY3

time to bid goodbye to the beautiful island and simpan all the memories in my berries bucket...

7 girls left 5 girls to Dungun (siqin hometown),she brought us to see around Dungun,had mamak 'hi-tea',coconuts drink...it just a small town beside the beach,where u can see coconut tree around..and ppl drive 30km/hours there!!(laiyi said they din 'lap yao' when turning the corner,which is so wtf in KL)..haha..

DAY4

back to KL n live my ever too free and boring life....

Redang sounds interesting??for me heaven at east coast...joinning me for next year Redang trip(i miss redang dy),anybody??

blue hippo under arrest

2008-07-01T12:11:00.005+08:00

firs thing i wish to see when i wake up??white horse prince in my dream...hehe,a hot breakfast not bad too.... :D

well,i'm not tat luckly girl...what i had this morning...huh,a huge. big. blue..dump hippo on my table =(

obviously,it wont walk or fly from the shelf next room to my room...oh paa,SAT wont help lar!! i did...i did flip a few pages,err,n i reckon 10% of it help!!Let's think on dad view,why i need a SAT stupid blue hippo??

zhimin need to brush up n polish up her english (perhaps use DAYA detergent)
zhimin need to pass the (compulsory) english test
dad no need to masuk rm1150 to taylor account
zhimin no need to attent the extra classes *taylor reckon it will improve zhimin language lvl* if she fail
zhimin can prevent a big war with mummy if she pass

dad is the one who'll stress his daughters up by his *special* way..argh,beautiful tues holidays mood screw!!

p/s.can i read fashion magazine or on9 news or love stories instead of blue hippo

Landed...bitch back home

2008-06-30T02:07:00.004+08:00

picture of bitch min before leaving Redang..*surrender*...acting cute lar!!

my trip to Redang n Terengganu was trully FUN FUN n relaxing,except the part that bitches need to squezz on the small bed...sleepless nightes i had.. sob
blog about my trip after collected some of my photos in my beloved friends cameras.. p/s,can i jux copy n paste from my friend's post??

Gotta intern in World vision from tue to fri..looking forward for the 'sotong big fest' which date undecided....going taylor to submit my form in the morning,scholarship application which expiring today... shall pay a visit to secondary school n cinema...contact pooi pooi,built a 'better relationship' with kok n liyeh who suppose to miss me 'tat' much..hahas,sunway is just stone throw distance from taylor lar!!
looking forward for the exhibiton held by PAM (Malaysia board of architect),i should pay a visit n get some inspiration *perhaps*..haha.,i'm trying to be more archi!!bryan is coming back this weeked too..n tommy...

can i countdown for turning 19years old??Oopps,dam late for EURO finals...end

GENTING wet n wuhuhu plus ahh~ trip

2008-06-24T14:40:00.008+08:00

RANDOM

ppl gotta comment its i wierd or i looks like a pig,bread face jux looks so nono!!

went to GENTING yesterday...nothings much..except these...

its super misty yesterday..yeah,jux looks like going to rain...n it did rain...firstly,its still okay la,small small drop,so we decided to play >>spinner!!so,we sat on the swing,took all the nice nice picture,n wondering when it gotta start...the bang only start the game when the rain turns super heavy....jux imagine la we were spinning n free showering...cold very cold~

luckly the rain did stop,n we play spinner for the 2nd time...this time round the bang dunneo how to operete,so we were spinning none stop,round n round.... until another kak came n safe us!hahaha~

i love solero shoot...dam cool...very shoock..thrill~

Before...the mission

2008-06-24T14:28:00.006+08:00

ppl would never know why women need sooo many lotion n cream...(its just part of it)

busy..busy..n tired...i suppose to take a nap before i go to LCCT at 4p.m.

spent whole morning packing my stuff to Redang,comfirming the transport,contact the redang fellow,n i need to fill up my university form too..huh,i'm still so semangat to blog!!

I gotta be beach babe..but not choc babe!!

2008-06-22T23:24:00.001+08:00

School for architecture.building.design....no more jux a dream....

nor Green nor Red berries

2008-06-22T19:27:00.008+08:00

Officially.... i announce that,me the berries farm owner.. gotta close the farm.. and start studying in TAYLOR on end of july!!may use the hard thiggy around u and try to knock ur head (awch..its pain right??)..or perhaps u can throw the hard thiggy toward me(awch..pain)...ITS NOT A JOKE!!seriously...but its seem like a joke for me...

yeah..i enrolled degree in architecture,which is my dream since young,there's a booklet for architecture front of my study table which i read throungh again and again

yet,i'm not strong determined,so daddy even myself not sure tat i'll be able to be an architect!!don't play play man,i gotta be an architect,it sounds damm cool right??cool ur head!it takes 10 years to be an professional architect,i repeat its 10 years..worst than a doctor....endless night to complete the art work,stressful,low paid,work under ppl...its all deter away my confident.how can i be 'responsible' to the money that invested by my parents??i gotta disappoint them if i drop out..

its Taylor open day today,bump my high school mate who is studying culinary art there,we was staring at each other,eventually,i called his name correctly..(bryan,i'm not tat berlagak la!!)...well,after talking to Mr Tonny,who gotta be my future lecture..and the aunty tat make up till~~hmmn..very 'kua jiong'...
perhaps mom saw the 'sparks of joy' in my eyes,mom took out the credit card,n paid for my registration fee..rm550..its not cheap!!

my parents decided to let me try for 1 semester 1st,it still early for me to switch to other course,if i cant cope(they jux wanted to play safe)....not to say my parents were too harsh to me,i can says how thoughtful they are to let my go for somethings tat i interested...but,its jux a suddent boomboom decision for me.. who jux ended my exam 3days ago~i had been examED gaugau for half a year,and all my holidays plan gone..i havent rest enough lar~ =(

no more optimistic for coming days,don't ask me to make decision anymore...bought 2 piece of bikini today cause i cant choose which 1 to buy...
anyway,heading to genting tomorrow...i must play gaugau

huh,its a long post...thx for reading,ppl...here's berry for u!!HA.HA..

Emoing during the mid-night

2008-06-21T02:42:00.005+08:00

it's nearly 3 ..but i have nothing to do..
like wat i told siqin,i jux dun sleep bofore 12...late night sleep wont make my pimples gone itself!!its bad for health...i know i know...but no air-com tonight,sis was sneezing!!

plan to got my room vacumed in the morning,wishing to watch kungfu panda...wanted to lepak more with friends...after few week my A-lvl classmate will be all around the world!!no more yamcha after class,no more birthday celebrating,gambleling...who can teman me for maggi mee soup in the mamak down stairs??errm,the nasi lemak is super nice too!!oh,calist like the 1 with ayam masak merah!!

i gotta miss all of them,except the muka masam of the rotiman fellow!!anyway,i suppose to blog how i got this 'sounds like game' bloggy name,its sounds something like maple..well,i got inspired while watching AFC channel(which my family favourite channel) while eating peanut..HA.HA.. :P

i'm leaving ...leaving KL..to the island far far away on coming tues...bitches goin to turn into the truely beach babes!!after tat,i gotta work for world vision few week,then start doing part time...errm,so far tat's the plan for holidays before entering uni....i'm still not sleepy,but i got to stop by here =)

oowh,i should watch football rather then lameING on9....

Celebration gone like..Shake it Shake it

2008-06-20T21:58:00.008+08:00

snift..snift..the air of freedom..finally,its over!!

overnight in my freind's house,haha...i getting more welcome!!no more nichole barking...even can sleep peacefully beside her!!lol,jux 'sayang' her more la

right after exam,went bangsar village with my besties..cause she 'tak sabar sabar' to buy a burkinstock,fed her shopperholic addict then had lunch there...

back to my friend's house...lend the sexies top,put on the ever 'bling bling' makeup on the 'dry land' of my face,face condition is so bad..'worst in my life' thx for the 14 papers...ohya,cause we goin to CLUBBING~..my 1st time clubbing,haha...bitches were soo excited...erm..

had super nice shushi at zammai midvally gardens...then maison

was too early there...lols,the dance floor only open after 12 la...

bitches goyangEd...n met a wolf,the bloody wolf was trying to dance wif every girls,kena 'langgar' by his butt..shit,ehww,flew 100m away...the wolf was not satisfied,then start gataling...what to do??S.O.S kien loon,then the wolf change 'target' to my besties...LASTLY,kein loon protected all the girls 'heroly'...hahaha..

the music was okay,gone bit high...n min turns smoked min..err..smelly,smelly...

celebration not end yet...bitches pillow talk till 8 in the morning...

-the end-

i was dead,awake around 25hours..btw,revive after my nap!! *photoss unable to be uploaded due to the cacated pc =(

Correct...i have nothing better to do!!

2008-06-17T23:49:00.001+08:00

argh...the first post gotta be kinda screw...(like my economics papers)hahaa..
it's like 100times i 'backspacED' wat i wrote...and here comes missSH
SH>>'got blog d'
me>>'nope,try hard 4 my 1st post'
SH>>'blog bout me lar'
me>>...'U??' no way!!

well,i got too inspired.. maybe...so i decided to start my blog..
after less than 36hours,my A-lvl course gotta ENDED...tomorrow,i gotta sit for my last paper 'CHEM6'...then i MERDEKA!!

seriously,it's somethings to cheer about..cause>>let's 'imbas kembali' to end of year 2007,i started to prepared for my exam part1,and from JAN to FEB i sat for 18papers...blablabla..and from MAY onward i sat for another 14 papers....finally,its 'THE END' for A-lvl...and i still alive!!

basically,after exam..i'll be super free and spend my endless time plucking the berries in my farm...haha
btw,i still gotta mugup for chem in the midnight..wake up,mug again...till....last minute..

tat's all for my crappy 1st post...perhaps more to be blog for my after merdeka life...*GRIN*

My Bucketful of Berries

to YOU

Year 2

平衡

To Unscrew

My bridge is falling down

深夜一桩

Save my blog from commit suicide!!

End of good time

Valentine's day Marathon

The Revenge of Biology

Miss NG is a science tutor post

My new year resolution

Cookies of the day!

I just there to see see and hear hear

What I want for christmas

Rain..blue...cold

ALPHA 1st meeting

2nd chance?? 3rd chance

1st celebration

Art Work Shop

Rollercoaster ride day

sayonara??arrigato??1.8K job

my 2days1night trip 2 sh hse

I love myself!!

2buck dance floor

The archi berry

FRIM again

Alian back berries farm

Best food on earth

exo metric

I'm so not sure

updates

Mess mess...

update from famine 30

Batman car

Archi runway

master pieces...

17 HOURS!!!

Result day

Thursday :P

Hazzy day

On-site sketching

A suddent emo strike...laugh...

the starter!!

On my way back into love

*August time*

31st July

Randomness

Heal my com..plzzz...

Thailand trip

Wu Gui post

4 more days bye bye holidays

Back from vocation

Berries belum jadi yet

meaningless monday

Love.Care.Self Interest...I'm lost

Birthday oo Birthday

untitled

friday o friday

Beautiful island.wonderful trip>>REDANG

blue hippo under arrest

Landed...bitch back home

GENTING wet n wuhuhu plus ahh~ trip

Before...the mission

nor Green nor Red berries

Emoing during the mid-night

Celebration gone like..Shake it Shake it

Correct...i have nothing better to do!!

August time